IVF Medication

My husband came home with a bag filled with meds.  Yes, a huge bag filled with all the meds for my first IVF. There were so many syringes, alcohol swabs and medication that I  was immediately overwhelmed.  I could not believe that I would be using all those medications in a few weeks.  I started my contraceptive pills again. I thought that I would never have to take those again especially since I already think that I wasted all that money when I took them for twelve years. But, what can I do?  It is part of my IVF protocol and I must take them for three weeks before I begin the Lupron injections.